grixxle,\ grixxxle,\ ....

Being in a state of complete and utter disgust for yourself, those around you, and life in general.

The numbers of Xs the word is spelled with indicates the degree of grixxled-ness. The more Xs, the more hate for life).

Today, Abbe crashed her car, spilled food on her favorite shirt, and slept through class. She's super grixxxled. {I.e., she's grixxxxxxxxxxled.}